KrMus

so yeah lately my ex has been appearing at a lot of places or at least when im on my way somewhere its like she knows where im gonna be and when... should i be concerned o.o it seems a little more than accidental and i generally am confused as to how it keeps happening

happiness tends to stay just out of my grasp these days ( not that anyone here even reads my stuff anyway so im basicly talking to myself yay one step closer to the looney bin!) but i digress, my life has been changing very rapidly, in fact i can barely keep up i went from everyone liking to talk to me to hey who is that creepy guy lets ignore his face! how and when this happened i am unsure of but all i know is that i have a small group of real friends now, a barely working mind at this point, a never ending battle with depression, and to top it all of low self esteem self worth and paranoia isnt my life just grand?

This depresson is getting to be to much..... you hury me so bad but i cant hate you or blame you really i guess you finally realized that im a big loser and im the only one to blame for it